missing 'item X'..

Something is not right..like something is missing ? Ergh..what issit???! there's a new excitement goin on in my life. Its like taking a drug.You want to have more after u took it and eventuallly u'll develop craving and withdrawals.Life, u cant have it all right.So, i need to be patient. This is just the down part of my dynamic life.But,Im not good at being patient.haiyoo.. what shall i do when the 'drug' is temorarily out of reach.what should i do???if only there's something like methadone that can reduce my 'withdrawal'.It would be helpful.Goshh I miss whatever im loosing right now.plzz.item X...comeback.plz ..hurry..:-(